February 2012
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I wish people would just leave me and James alone.
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I’m liking the look, concept and layout of my blog at the moment. I’m loving how neat, tidy and organised it is. I’m quite pleased at the moment.
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Also James got his mum to bring him over today just to give me some tobacco as I was lacking in tobacco and cigarettes. He is such a babe <3 So lucky to have him in my life. I’ve also realised, I’m such a soppy little bastard. Feelings used to make me vom and now I’m a walking sop fest.
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To do today:
- Have a smoke. - Have a shower. - Have a smoke. - Have a nap. - Have a smoke. - Take the dog for a walk. - Have a smoke. - Make dinner. - Have a smoke. - Make tea & coffee. - Have a smoke. - Clean my room. - Have a smoke.
Thought I’d keep it nice and simple.
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I'm such an idiot sometimes:
I need to understand how lucky I am and start focusing on the positives rather than the negatives. I used to be such an optimistic person and lately all I’ve been is nothing but pessimistic and it’s really getting me down.
- I have the most perfect boyfriend who I love to absolute pieces. He makes me really happy and genuinely makes me smile. He gives me constant butterflies whenever...
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People either:
- Already have kids. - Have just given birth. - Are half way through their pregnancy. - Have just found out they’re expecting. STOP IT, you’re making me broody! My ovaries are exploding.
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Trying to delete people from Facebook is so much effort!
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I don’t want to be second best.
I don’t want to be an option.
I don’t want to be the inbetween girl.
I want to be the first and only choice. I want to be the only person. I want to be enough for you. I never want to have to worry.
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‘Jesus Christ, I’m alone again So what did you do those three days you were dead? Because this problem is going to last More than the weekend Jesus Christ, I’m not scared to die But I’m a little bit scared of what comes after Do I get the gold chariot Or do I float through the ceiling’ Brand New - Jesus Christ
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- I’m not skinny enough - I’m not pretty enough - My hair isn’t long enough - My skin isn’t soft enough - My eyes aren’t pretty enough - My legs aren’t long enough - My stomach isn’t flat enough - I’m not happy enough - I don’t smile enough - I’m not talented enough - I’m never good enough
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My mum doesn’t understand why I don’t want to sign on Job Seekers Allowance for the ‘4th time’. I’d rather not be taking everyones money and taxes just for the sake of it. I’ve only been out of employment for a month & they’ve already rang me to take me back. My mum is the type of person that she’s never happy either way if you have a job or...
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Randstad have just called me and asked me if I would be available for work starting next week and I said yes definitely. Been told I’m going to be called later about the drugs and alcohol test I have to go to on Monday. So starting from next week I will possibly be employed again. YES!
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I've decided that I'm going to dye my hair Cyber...
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